Life is a journey

Emotions are like water tat takes no form and shape. it can be volatile it can be calm. it can be aspiring it can be demoralising.

how does it feel if your effort is not recognised? and if your effort is directed towards someone impt to u. and tat impt someone say something hurtful back at u..hmm, based on what i just said, seems like the answer is straightforward. but its nvr so simple, cos what is typed here did not include tat someone’s pt of view. so how can two person overcome such an issue? May seem petty but issues tat concern matters of the heart, it nvr will be straightforward.

hmm..i juz thought of something, by typing out my thoughts, i seem to be able to see the situation better. nevertheless, i still dun have a solution. it really takes two hands to clap i guess. if tat someone persist on saying and thinking of POV A, wat can i do? i also continue to insist on my POV B..wat will happen? depend on stubborn level? rock hit rock who win or egg hit rock or egg hit egg???

"when you have to tell a person something, it becomes meaningless" SUDDENLY FIND THIS STATEMENT TO SOUND LIKE XXXXING SHIT!

maybe u dun understand wat i am talking abt but i think i am improving my thought process so tat is more impt..keke

**anger does not solve anything. it clots up your rational mind and manipulates your decision making. it can lead u to do stupid, harsh and dangerous things. dun let it control u else you will be left regretting…alone**

felt rather upset that you are not feeling well and i can’t do anything abt it. weird situation but i think it will resurface in future. so gotta better prepare myself in future..how to prepare??

was seriously considering if i should take CFA for the past week. advices was sought and given. but i still can’t  make up my mind. some say i should try out the industry first b4 embarking on this course. some say this is a v good cert and will earn alot of recognition in this industry. but it is a v specialise cert so wat if i dun like this industry after going in. think think think…

guess there is no hurry to make a decision anyway..

**patience is a virtue. it can allow you to wait and good things are worth waiting. goals and ambitions takes time to be accomplished so patience is needed. every individuals are different and in order for both to synergise and become one, it takes patience too.**

On leave today bcos i gotta clear leave but more imptly, i sprained my ankle so gotta be out of action for a while. how i sprained ankle? hmm…bcos i fall down from the sky and did not land properly lor…hehe but it was fun, two more to go! so today will be rest day for me..sky abit dark dark..gd to slp? :P 

**Life is so weird at times. sometimes you open your eyes and you juz can feel tat you will be having a lousy day ahead. but is tat really true or izzit more of your initial mindset tat caused your day to be sianz. if tat is true, then i think there is a big prob there lor. how can you let your mood affect your day which otherwise could be so nice and beautiful, hopeful and inspirational! you could have juz improved someone’s life ya :)**

p.s.haha…and while typing, the sun is out again!…no prob..i can be a sunshine boy too!

watched zathura today..the little boy is v funny and cute. quite a nice story and fun movie to watch.

meet up with JC climbing friends today and i really feel old or out of the league cos their conversations hover around weddings and weddings, buy house, finding photographer/videographer, etc…..hmm..guess i am juz still far from reaching tat stage. though, deep inside, i do envy them and feel really happy for them. cos they have found what they are looking for and their life is another step closer to completion. So when will it be my turn?..XD

**Life is like a pie that maybe made up of 4 slices. they are family, friends, career and personal growth. at different life stages, the size of each slice may change accordingly. So which is the biggest slice now?**

lets see. this is another attempt to have a blog..wonder how long will it last

**In life, there is always a first in whatever we do. sometimes it is a easy decision, sometimes we really have to consider v carefully before making the final choice. simply put, once a decision is made, we should be fully committed to it and make it work..i guess. **

Good friends are hard to find and maintain. Really hope to meet up with my long lost friend, like Jim..where are u ya?? Another buddy of mine is getting married next month..(feel so old :P) will be his brother tat day, gonna be fun!